Hawaii is in 1 week and 2 days !!!!!! I'm more than excited to get away from this cold, miserable, gross weather. Shessh I might just go to Hawaii and never come home. But anyways I have a lot to look forward to, Hawaii, Spring Break, visiting my best friend Kate, and looking for apartments!
I found this quote today and feel as though it is a perfect representation of how I feel right now. I'm not sure why I feel this way but I do. I'm not depressed but I guess you can say I've had some deep thoughts that have bought me to tears.
"You know somebody and they cry for you. They stay awake at night and dream of you. I bet you never know they do, but somebody is crying for you."
I've had people tell me that the right person will come around when the time is right. But when is that ? I feel as though I'm going to be alone forever. And I'll be alone as a result of my own fear of getting hurt. The worst pain that a person can go through, not physically, but emotionally is having you heart broken a broken. Especially more than once.
I just don't know, I almost want something so bad that I think I am my own worst enemy and its never going to happen. It's a suckie feeling and I would'nt wish it on most but I hope that one day I can feel the pleasure of love again!
